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Chapter 8 - The Dance Nobody Could Buy

The offers began the next morning.

A morning show wanted an exclusive interview.

A streaming service wanted a documentary.

Two athletic brands wanted sponsorship meetings.

Three dance competitions wanted me as a celebrity judge.

The National Ballroom Federation wanted me to return for an exhibition at the winter championships.

A producer offered me enough money to make my fifty-thousand-dollar dance with Alex look like spare change.

Three years earlier, I would have said yes to everything.

I had believed visibility was safety.

If people applauded loudly enough, I thought, they could never erase you.

I knew better now.

I said no to most of it.

I gave one interview.

Not from a television studio.

From the practice room at a community center in Queens where my father had taught children on Saturday mornings.

The mirrors were old.

The floor needed refinishing.

One ceiling panel was stained from a leak.

It was perfect.

The reporter asked me whether I planned to sue Vanessa.

"My attorneys are handling the legal issues," I said.

"Do you forgive her?"

I paused.

"Forgiveness isn't a press release."

The reporter blinked.

"What does that mean?"

"It means she told the truth, and I'm grateful she did. It means she also made choices that cost me three years of my career and changed my family forever. I don't have to pretend those facts cancel each other out."

"What about Celeste Sinclair?"

"Evidence has been turned over to investigators."

"And Alex Vale?"

That question made the cameraman grin.

I sighed.

"What about him?"

"The internet thinks you're in love."

"The internet thought I was a drug cheat four days ago. I'm not taking relationship advice from it."

The clip went viral.

Alex sent me a message.

ALEX: Brutal.

ME: Accurate.

ALEX: Also accurate.

ME: How is unemployment?

ALEX: I have discovered something called lunch.

ME: Brave.

ALEX: Apparently people eat it sitting down.

I smiled at my phone longer than necessary.

Then the community-center director walked in carrying a stack of overdue repair estimates.

"You really want to do this?" she asked.

I looked around the room.

Children had learned here for decades because my father believed talent should not depend on a parent's bank account.

Celeste had stolen from that exact idea.

"Yes."

I took the fifty thousand dollars Alex had paid me and used it to establish the Thomas Hart Dance Fund.

Every dollar.

My mother argued.

"Your hospital debt."

"I have new work coming in."

"Your rent."

"I negotiated with the landlord."

"You need savings."

"Mom."

She folded her arms.

"Your father would be furious."

"He would secretly love it."

She tried not to smile.

"Yes. He would."

Alex found out about the fund from a news article.

He arrived at the community center that afternoon wearing jeans, a navy sweater, and no entourage.

I looked at his shoes.

"Those still cost more than the floor."

"Probably."

"At least you're honest."

He held out a folder.

"Vale International owes the scholarship program money."

"Your accountants already returned the missing corporate portion."

"This is different."

I opened the folder.

It was a pledge to fund repairs and scholarships for five years.

Seven figures.

I closed it immediately.

"No."

"You haven't read it."

"I saw the number."

"It's not for you."

"That's the problem. If you write a giant check the day after being suspended, everyone will say you're buying redemption."

"I don't care what everyone says."

"I do. Because this place isn't your apology."

He stared at me.

Then he slowly took the folder back.

"You're right."

I blinked.

"That was fast."

"I'm trainable."

"Debatable."

He looked around the studio.

"What do you need?"

"Right now?"

"Right now."

I pointed toward a stack of broken folding chairs.

"Those need to go downstairs."

He looked at me.

I looked at him.

Twenty minutes later, one of the richest men in America was carrying folding chairs down two flights of stairs while a group of eight-year-olds practiced cha-cha steps around him.

No cameras.

No donation announcement.

No foundation photographer.

At one point, a little boy named Mateo pointed at Alex and whispered, "Isn't that the guy who was mean to you?"

I nearly choked.

Alex heard him.

"Yes," he said.

Mateo considered this.

"Why are you here?"

Alex glanced at me.

"Trying to be less mean."

Mateo nodded as if this were reasonable.

"You carry chairs slow."

"I'm learning."

That was the moment I began to fall in love with him.

Not when he defended me from reporters.

Not when he risked his company.

Not when he listened to his father's recording and chose truth over reputation.

When he let an eight-year-old criticize his chair-carrying technique and did not need to be impressive.

I hated the timing.

My life had just stopped being controlled by other people's stories.

I did not want to walk into another one called Billionaire Saves Disgraced Dancer.

So I kept my distance.

Mostly.

We had coffee.

Then dinner.

Then another dinner I insisted was not a date.

"You wore earrings," Alex said.

"Women wear earrings without romance."

"You changed outfits twice."

"How do you know?"

"Your mother told me."

I stopped walking.

"You've been talking to my mother?"

"She texts me."

"Why does my mother have your number?"

"Security coordination."

"What does she text you?"

Alex smiled.

"Mostly criticism."

"Show me."

"Absolutely not."

I laughed so hard I had to stop on the sidewalk.

The investigation into Celeste widened.

Dr. Barron agreed to cooperate.

Former scholarship employees came forward.

Records showed that more than forty young dancers had been used as names on fake expense claims.

Charles Sinclair claimed he knew nothing about his wife's activities and hired his own attorney.

Vanessa resigned from every dance organization she served and withdrew from public appearances.

One evening, she asked to meet me.

I almost said no.

Then I chose a public park.

She arrived without makeup, sunglasses, or the polished armor I associated with her.

For the first time, she looked her age.

Maybe older.

"Thank you for coming," she said.

"You have five minutes."

She nodded.

"I deserve less."

We sat on opposite ends of a bench.

She stared at the pond.

"My mother has been charged."

I had heard.

Fraud, obstruction, evidence tampering, conspiracy.

The legal process would take months or years.

"I'm sorry," I said.

Vanessa looked at me sharply.

"Why?"

"Because she's your mother. Both can be true."

Her face tightened.

"I hate when you say things like that."

"I know."

She laughed despite herself.

Then her eyes filled.

"I came to apologize without explaining."

I waited.

"I keep wanting to tell you how she raised me. How afraid I was. How much I wanted to win. But every explanation turns into a request for mercy, and I don't think I get to ask you for that."

I looked at her.

"No. You don't."

She nodded.

"I know."

"But you can become someone who doesn't need my forgiveness to do better."

Vanessa wiped one tear away angrily.

"Is that what you're doing?"

"Trying."

She looked down at her hands.

"I have something that belongs to you."

She reached into her bag.

For one second, my body tensed.

Then she pulled out a velvet box.

Inside was a diamond championship bracelet.

The one I had been awarded after my third national title.

It had disappeared from my dressing room the night of the final.

I stared at it.

"You took this too?"

Vanessa shook her head.

"My mother did. I found it in her safe last year. I think she kept it as a trophy."

My stomach turned.

Vanessa held the box toward me.

"I'm sorry."

I took it.

The diamonds caught the late-afternoon sun.

Three years ago, I would have worn it immediately.

Instead, I closed the box.

"Thank you."

Vanessa stood.

"For what it's worth, he really likes you."

I frowned.

"Who?"

She gave me a look.

"Please. Don't insult both of us."

I laughed.

She walked away, then stopped.

"Amelia?"

"Yeah?"

"The night of the gala, when you started dancing, I knew before I saw your face."

"Because of my feet?"

"Your first turn."

She smiled sadly.

"Nobody else moved like that. I hated you for it. I think part of me also missed seeing it."

Then she left.

That night, Alex came to the studio after the children had gone.

I was alone, standing in front of the mirrors.

He leaned against the door.

"You dance when you're thinking."

"You spy when you're bored."

"Door was open."

"Details."

He stepped onto the floor.

"Teach me."

I laughed.

"No."

"Why?"

"Because the last time we danced together, you offered me fifty thousand dollars and accidental marriage."

"Technically the marriage was conditional on whether you impressed me."

I stared at him.

"Would you like to leave alive?"

"Teach me."

I looked at his shoes.

"You're going to ruin the floor."

He took them off.

I looked at his socks.

Tiny blue sailboats.

I burst out laughing.

"Don't."

"Alexander Vale owns sailboat socks."

"They were a gift."

"From whom? A kindergarten class?"

"Are we dancing or not?"

Still laughing, I placed his right hand at my back.

His other hand closed around mine.

For a second, the room changed.

No gala.

No reporters.

No Vanessa.

No scandal.

Just two people on an old wooden floor.

"First rule," I said.

"I know. Don't step on you."

"No."

I looked into his eyes.

"Don't lead where you haven't learned to listen."

His expression softened.

"That sounds bigger than dancing."

"It usually is."

He took one careful step.

Then another.

He was terrible.

Absolutely terrible.

I had never been happier to dance.

We kept going.

Not because he suddenly became good, but because I had forgotten how much pleasure there was in teaching someone who did not already know the answer.

"Again," I said.

Alex groaned.

"You said that twelve agains ago."

"There is no numerical limit on again."

"This is labor abuse."

"Call your union."

He reset his frame.

This time, when he stepped forward, he waited for me to finish the turn instead of pulling me through it.

"Better," I said.

He looked absurdly pleased.

"See? Trainable."

"Don't get excited. Your promenade is a legal emergency."

We stopped near the windows.

Outside, Queens glowed beneath the winter sky.

Alex rested his hands on his hips.

"Are you going back?"

"Back where?"

"Competition."

I looked at my reflection in the dark glass.

For months, everyone had asked the question as if restoration required reenactment. As if justice only counted if I put on rhinestones, won another trophy, and stood exactly where I had been interrupted.

"I don't know," I said.

"Do you want to?"

That question was rarer.

I thought about it.

"Some days. Other days I think the woman who wanted that life was twenty-seven and still believed winning could make her safe."

Alex nodded.

"You don't owe anyone a comeback."

I looked at him.

"Not even a dramatic one for television?"

"Especially not television. They've been very rude to me lately."

I smiled.

He became serious.

"Whatever you choose, don't choose it because people want a satisfying ending."

The sentence settled somewhere deep.

For years, other people had decided what my story meant.

Fraud.

Tragedy.

Comeback.

Romance.

Maybe freedom was simpler.

Maybe it was the right to disappoint the audience.

I held out my hand again.

"One more time."

Alex sighed dramatically and took it.

"You know, most women would be thrilled to have a billionaire voluntarily doing cardio."

"Most women haven't seen your promenade."

He laughed.

May you like

So did I.

And we kept dancing until the studio lights automatically dimmed around us.

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