Chapter 5 - The Address in Queens

Dana Walsh did not allow Rebecca to go to Queens.
That decision nearly caused an argument.
"You are a photographer," Dana said flatly. "Not a federal agent."
"I'm also the person receiving the messages."
"Which makes you a witness, not a tactical asset."
Rebecca folded her arms.
Dana mirrored the gesture.
They were standing in the studio kitchen while Camille fed Lucia in the next room and Matteo paced like a restrained guard dog near the back entrance.
Dana leaned closer.
"If someone is feeding you information, they may want to control your movement. That address could be real, or it could be a way to put you somewhere vulnerable."
Rebecca hated that Dana was right.
So she stayed.
Alessandro did not.
When he arrived at the studio and learned about the address, his first reaction was immediate.
"I'm going."
Dana blocked the doorway.
"No, you're not."
Alessandro looked at her as if very few people had ever spoken those words to him and remained standing.
Dana did not blink.
"Mr. Romano, federal agents are already moving. If your uncle is being held there and you arrive with private security, you could get him killed."
"Or your people could."
"Yes. That is a possibility. But unlike you, they are accountable for the decision."
Rebecca watched Alessandro absorb the insult hidden inside the truth.
He turned to her.
"You agree with this?"
"Yes."
"Of course you do."
"Don't make that sound like betrayal. You used up your quota."
Camille made a small choking sound that might have been a laugh.
Alessandro looked toward her.
"This is entertaining?"
"A little."
For the first time, the room felt almost human.
Then Dana's phone rang.
The humor disappeared.
She answered, listened, and walked into the hallway.
Five minutes later, she returned.
"They found Carlo."
Alessandro's face went blank.
"Alive?"
"Yes. Sedated, dehydrated, but alive."
He closed his eyes.
Rebecca had never seen relief hit him so visibly.
"There were two men guarding him," Dana continued. "Both were taken into custody. One has already asked for a lawyer. The other is talking."
"Who hired them?" Alessandro asked.
"We are still establishing that."
"Meaning Vittorio."
"Meaning we follow evidence."
Dana looked at Rebecca.
"And we found something else."
She placed a clear evidence bag on the table.
Inside was a printed photograph.
Rebecca recognized it immediately.
It was from yesterday's newborn session.
Not one of the finished files.
A crude printout from a phone image of her camera monitor.
Across the bottom, someone had written in black marker:
PHASE ONE COMPLETE.
Rebecca felt sick.
Dana continued, "There were photographs of the penthouse, Camille's apartment, your sister's building, and your studio. There were also financial records prepared to make it appear that Alessandro diverted money from Romano Holdings to support Camille and the baby."
Alessandro's expression turned deadly.
"Prepared by whom?"
"We are tracing the files."
"You know."
"I suspect. That is different."
Rebecca noticed something in the evidence bag.
"Can I see the back?"
Dana flipped it over.
There was a printer tracking pattern in microscopic yellow dots.
Rebecca knew about them from commercial print work.
"Some color printers embed identifying information," she said. "Serial details. Date. Time."
Dana nodded. "Our lab is already checking."
Matteo stared at Rebecca.
"You really do see everything."
Rebecca looked at him. "Apparently not everything."
Alessandro heard the meaning.
His face tightened.
That night, Carlo Romano was moved under federal guard to a hospital.
Alessandro was permitted one short visit.
Rebecca did not go.
She returned to Emily's apartment with Camille and Lucia because Dana believed keeping the women together, at a location now known to law enforcement, was safer than moving them again.
At eleven, someone knocked.
Emily checked the camera.
"It's him."
Rebecca knew who she meant.
Alessandro stood in the hallway alone, holding a paper grocery bag.
Emily looked at Rebecca. "Do I let the mafia husband in or make him suffer in the hallway?"
"Five minutes."
Emily opened the door.
Alessandro entered and placed the bag on the kitchen counter.
"Food," he said.
Emily peered inside. "You brought soup?"
"Three kinds."
"That's disturbingly domestic."
"My mother believed soup solved most crises."
"Did it?"
"No. But no one told her."
Camille was asleep in the guest room with Lucia.
Emily took the hint and disappeared into her bedroom, leaving Rebecca and Alessandro alone in the kitchen.
He looked tired.
Not the polished fatigue of a man returning from late meetings.
The real thing.
"Carlo is conscious," he said.
"Did he identify Vittorio?"
"Not directly. He remembers Vittorio visiting him the day he disappeared. He remembers being offered tea. Then nothing."
"That's enough to investigate."
"It is enough for me."
Rebecca's eyes hardened.
"Don't."
Alessandro leaned back against the counter.
"I know what you're asking."
"Do you?"
"You want me to let the law handle him."
"I want you to stop teaching every person around you that power means you never have to answer to anyone."
He looked at her for a long moment.
Then he said something she did not expect.
"I don't know how."
Rebecca's anger faltered.
Alessandro Romano had never admitted weakness to her.
Not when his father died.
Not when his businesses were raided.
Not when he had been shot years earlier and refused pain medication until she threatened to pour it down his throat.
Now he stood in her sister's kitchen and said, quietly, "My entire life, every problem was solved by making sure the other person feared what happened if they crossed us. I know how to protect territory. I know how to protect money. I know how to protect people from bullets."
His eyes met hers.
"I did not know how to protect a marriage from myself."
Rebecca's chest tightened.
"That is not an apology."
"No."
"And it doesn't fix anything."
"I know."
"Do you?"
"I am beginning to."
He reached into his coat and placed something on the counter.
Her wedding ring.
Rebecca stared at it.
"I am not asking you to put it on."
"Good."
"I just didn't want it left in the studio."
She did not touch it.
Alessandro nodded and walked toward the door.
Before he left, Rebecca asked, "Did you ever love Camille?"
He stopped.
The question had followed her since the studio.
This time she would not accept silence.
Alessandro turned.
"I cared about her. I was drawn to the fact that she knew nothing about my life. With her, I could pretend I was not the person everyone expected me to be."
Rebecca swallowed.
"And me?"
"You knew exactly who I was."
"That is not an answer."
His voice dropped.
"I loved you. I love you. And instead of letting that make me honest, I used it as an excuse to believe you would always be there."
Rebecca felt tears sting her eyes.
Alessandro looked at the ring between them.
"That was the most arrogant thing I have ever done."
Then he left.
At 1:32 a.m., Dana called.
The printer serial number had been traced.
The photograph marked PHASE ONE COMPLETE had been printed in a private office at Romano Holdings.
The office belonged to Vittorio Romano.
By sunrise, a warrant was being prepared.
But Vittorio had disappeared.
And so had one other person.
Matteo.
The letters Rebecca later received did not begin as letters.
They began that night, after Alessandro left Emily's apartment.
He returned to the penthouse and walked through rooms that suddenly felt staged. Rebecca's coat was gone from the entry closet. Her favorite mug was missing from the kitchen shelf. The bedroom held the indentation where her suitcase had sat but none of her perfume.
For years, Alessandro had believed emptiness was silence.
That night he understood it could accuse.
He sat at the dining table and opened a notebook.
On the first page he wrote one sentence.
THE FIRST LIE I TOLD REBECCA AFTER WE MARRIED WAS ABOUT A DINNER I MISSED.
Then he wrote the truth beneath it.
He did not stop for three hours.
The exercise had been suggested by a therapist Dana's office referred him to after he agreed to cooperate. Alessandro had nearly walked out of the first appointment when the therapist asked why he equated secrecy with competence.
"Because information keeps people alive," he had answered.
"Does it keep marriages alive?"
He had hated the question.
That was why he returned.
Meanwhile, Rebecca was learning her own uncomfortable truth: leaving Alessandro did not instantly remove him from her emotional life.
She could be furious with him at breakfast and terrified for him by lunch. She could want a divorce and still reach for her phone when thunder shook the windows because Alessandro always used to tease her for counting the seconds between lightning and sound.
Emily noticed.
"Missing him does not mean you made the wrong decision," she said.
Rebecca looked at her sharply.
"I didn't say I miss him."
"You just opened your messages, stared at his name for thirty seconds, and then put the phone face down like it offended you."
Rebecca sighed.
"I miss who I thought he was."
Emily shook her head. "No. You miss parts of who he actually was too. That is what makes betrayal difficult. Bad people are easy to leave. People who did bad things while also being someone you loved are harder."
Rebecca hated when her younger sister sounded wise.
That evening, Camille called from the safe apartment.
"Lucia has a fever."
Rebecca's heart jumped. "How high?"
"Low. The pediatrician says probably nothing. Alessandro is here and acting like the baby has contracted a medieval plague."
In the background, Rebecca heard Alessandro ask if the thermometer had been calibrated.
Camille sighed. "See?"
Rebecca laughed before she could stop herself.
Alessandro heard it through the phone.
For a second, no one spoke.
Then Camille said, "I'm hanging up before this becomes emotionally complicated."
She did.
May you like
Rebecca stared at the blank screen.
Life, she realized, was becoming emotionally complicated whether any of them approved or not.