Chapter 9 - The Daughter Who Changed the Moretti Name

Five years later, nobody in Chicago described Vincent Moretti exactly the same way.
Some still called him dangerous.
Old reputations survive longer than old behavior.
Some called him a billionaire businessman.
Others called him the man who transformed one of Chicago's most feared criminal dynasties into a legitimate corporate empire.
Lily called him Daddy.
That was the title Vincent cared about.
She was five years old.
Opinionated.
Fearless.
And capable of controlling Vincent with one expression.
One Saturday morning, she marched into his office wearing a purple dress and rain boots.
"Daddy."
Vincent looked up from architectural drawings.
"What?"
"I need ten dollars."
He narrowed his eyes.
"For?"
"Business."
I stood in the doorway trying not to laugh.
"What business?"
"Lemonade."
Vincent reached for his wallet.
I cleared my throat.
He stopped.
"She needs a business plan."
Lily gasped.
"Dad."
"Your mother is the chief compliance officer."
I smiled.
"Correct."
Lily crossed her arms.
"This family is impossible."
She left.
Vincent looked at me.
"She gets that from you."
"She gets dramatic exits from you."
We kissed.
Life was not perfect.
That mattered.
Perfect endings belonged in movies.
Real marriage still included arguments.
Vincent still overworked.
I still became defensive when I felt ignored.
Sometimes his instinct was to solve instead of listen.
Sometimes mine was to assume silence meant abandonment.
But we caught each other earlier now.
We spoke.
We fought.
We repaired.
Most importantly, nobody boarded planes while the other person begged them to stay.
The old Moretti mansion had been sold.
A nonprofit converted part of the property into a residential center for women and children rebuilding their lives after domestic crises.
That was my idea.
Vincent funded it anonymously.
Or tried to.
The newspapers eventually discovered.
The nursery mural remained.
I requested that.
Somewhere inside that enormous house, another mother would sit beneath painted stars with her child and begin again.
I liked that.
Vincent completed formal architecture studies.
He designed two community centers.
A library.
And a pediatric clinic.
The clinic was named Grace House.
Lily's middle name.
When reporters asked why, Vincent simply said:
"Because my daughter gave me a second life before she could speak."
I pretended not to cry when I heard it.
Then came the letter.
Not from Sophia.
From St. Catherine's Hospital.
They were opening a new maternity wing and invited Vincent and me to a fundraising dinner.
I almost declined.
Hospitals remained complicated for me.
Especially that one.
The last time I had been there, I gave birth alone.
Vincent noticed my hesitation.
"We don't have to go."
"I know."
"You don't owe anyone a performance."
"I know."
I looked at the invitation.
Then smiled faintly.
"Let's go."
The maternity wing opened six months later.
Vincent donated enough to create twenty private rooms for mothers whose spouses were deployed, deceased, absent, or otherwise unable to attend.
Each room had access to volunteer support.
Nobody gave birth entirely alone unless they chose to.
When the hospital administrator thanked Vincent publicly, he shook his head.
"Thank my wife."
I looked at him.
"This exists because of something she survived."
After the ceremony, we walked through the corridor.
I stopped outside room 412.
The room where Lily had been born.
Vincent knew.
"Do you want to go inside?"
I nodded.
The room was empty.
I walked toward the window.
Everything looked smaller than I remembered.
Vincent stood near the door.
He did not approach until I held out my hand.
Then he came.
"This is where she was born."
"I know."
"I thought she might die."
His grip tightened.
"I know."
"I hated you."
He nodded.
"I know."
"I loved you too."
His eyes filled.
"That's worse."
"Yes."
I leaned against him.
"Sometimes I still wish you had been here."
"I wish that every day."
I believed him.
"Do you think about Paris?"
"No."
"Never?"
"Only when you mention it."
I smiled.
"That's surprisingly healthy."
"Therapy."
I laughed.
He kissed my forehead.
Then something strange happened.
A nurse entered.
She recognized me.
"Mrs. Moretti?"
"Yes?"
Her name badge read TESSA.
She looked perhaps fifty.
"I was here the night your daughter was born."
I stared.
"You were?"
"I was one of the nurses monitoring her heart rate."
My throat tightened.
Tessa smiled.
"She screamed louder than any baby on the floor."
I laughed through sudden tears.
"She still does everything loudly."
Tessa looked at Vincent.
Then back at me.
"I remember you kept looking at the door."
Vincent became still.
I squeezed his hand.
Tessa realized.
"Oh."
"It's okay," I said.
She nodded gently.
"Well, I'm glad you're both here now."
After she left, Vincent stared at the floor.
"That hurt."
"I know."
"I deserved it."
"Stop."
He looked at me.
"You don't have to keep punishing yourself forever."
Something changed in his face.
Perhaps that was the last piece.
Forgiveness was not only me releasing anger.
It was allowing Vincent eventually to stop living inside shame.
"You can't change that room," I said.
"No."
"But you're standing in it now."
He looked at me.
"Yes."
"That's what matters."
He kissed me.
That evening, Lily stayed with Isabella.
Vincent and I returned home.
I had been feeling strange for days.
Tired.
Nauseated.
Suspicious.
I took a pregnancy test.
Then another.
I sat on the bathroom floor staring at two pink lines.
My heart pounded.
Vincent knocked.
"Emily?"
I opened the door.
He saw my face.
"What happened?"
I held up the test.
Vincent went completely still.
Then his eyes dropped toward my stomach.
"No."
I laughed.
"That's an unusual reaction."
"No, I mean—"
He looked terrified.
"We're having another baby?"
"Apparently."
He sat down on the bathroom floor.
The great Vincent Moretti.
Once feared across Chicago.
Now stunned by plastic from a pharmacy.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes."
"Are you sure?"
"So far."
"Doctor."
"Tomorrow."
"I'll call Palmer."
"Vincent."
"Right."
He covered his face.
Then laughed.
I sat beside him.
"Scared?"
"Terrified."
"Me too."
He looked at me.
"I won't miss anything."
"I know."
"Every appointment."
"You don't need every—"
"Every."
I smiled.
"Okay."
He touched my stomach gently.
"When?"
"Probably June."
His eyes filled.
"Emily."
"What?"
"Thank you."
"For what?"
He struggled.
"For trusting me with this again."
My throat tightened.
I kissed him.
The second pregnancy was nothing like the first.
Vincent became almost absurdly present.
Doctor appointment?
He arrived early.
Ultrasound?
He carried snacks, water, chargers, and enough emergency supplies for an expedition.
At thirty-seven weeks, I woke at two in the morning and found him sitting beside me.
"Why are you awake?"
"Monitoring."
"Monitoring what?"
"You."
"That's creepy."
"Your breathing changed."
"I'm pregnant."
"I remember last time."
The humor disappeared.
I touched his hand.
"This time isn't last time."
He looked at me.
"I know."
Our son arrived eleven days later.
Vincent was there.
He held my hand through every contraction.
When I screamed at him that this was his fault, he agreed.
When I demanded ice, he got ice.
When I changed my mind, he put the ice back.
When I told him I hated him, he kissed my forehead.
And when our son cried for the first time, Vincent broke down.
Completely.
The doctor placed the baby against my chest.
Vincent sobbed beside me.
I laughed through tears.
"Meet your son."
Vincent touched his tiny head.
"Hello, Daniel."
We named him after my father.
Hours later, I woke to find Vincent sitting beside the hospital window holding Daniel.
Morning light filled the room.
He whispered something.
I listened.
"I missed your sister's first breath."
His voice broke.
"I'll spend the rest of my life making sure she never doubts I would give anything to have that moment back."
Tears slid down my face.
Then he continued:
"But you don't have to pay for my regrets."
He kissed Daniel's head.
"You get your own father. Not a guilty man trying to repair the past."
I closed my eyes.
That was when I understood Vincent had finally forgiven himself enough to love our children without turning every moment into compensation.
He looked toward me.
"You're awake."
"I heard you."
"How much?"
"Enough."
He looked embarrassed.
I held out my hand.
"Come here."
He sat beside me with Daniel between us.
Outside, Chicago woke.
Traffic.
Sirens.
Morning trains.
Ordinary life.
I looked at my husband.
Then our son.
Then thought of Lily waiting at home.
We had survived the thing I once believed would end us.
But one last anniversary remained.
Thirteen days.
May you like
The number that had once represented everything broken between us.
Vincent decided it was time we changed what it meant.