Chapter 3 - Three Women, Three Lies

Naomi filed for emergency preservation of the clinic's records before sunrise.
By nine the next morning, Dr. Venn's office had been formally instructed not to alter, destroy, overwrite, or dispose of anything connected to my treatment.
Naomi called it a preservation demand backed by the threat of immediate court action.
I called it the first wall Harrison hadn't built himself.
"Now we find the women," she said.
I was sitting at the kitchen table with Nora while Harrison was in Manhattan.
"All three?"
"Audrey is deceased, so we contact her estate or family. Madison should be approached carefully. Harper is different."
"Because she's sleeping with my husband."
Naomi's silence said yes.
Nora stirred cold coffee she hadn't touched.
"I can get Madison's number."
I looked at her.
"Will she warn Harrison?"
"I don't know."
That phrase had become the soundtrack of my life.
I don't know.
I don't know who knew.
I don't know who lied.
I don't know who thinks the children inside me belong to them.
Naomi leaned forward.
"Chloe, listen carefully. Do not contact anyone from anger. We need information, not a scene. If Madison genuinely believed you consented, she's also been deceived. If she knew you didn't, then we treat her accordingly."
I hated that Naomi was right.
Part of me wanted all three women to be monsters.
It would have been easier.
I wanted faces to attach to the violation.
I wanted someone to hate besides the man sleeping beside me.
But truth wasn't obligated to make hatred convenient.
Nora sent Madison a message from her own phone.
Can you meet me today? Private. About Harrison. Please don't call him first.
Madison replied four minutes later.
Is Chloe okay?
I stared at those three words.
"She asked about me."
Nora nodded.
"That's a good sign."
"Or she's smart."
We met Madison at a quiet restaurant in Stamford that afternoon.
Naomi sat at the next table, close enough to hear if voices rose but far enough to let Madison speak freely.
Madison Keene arrived ten minutes early.
I recognized her from charity galas: tall, elegant, early thirties, usually in severe black dresses and diamond studs. Today she wore jeans and no makeup.
When she saw me, her hand stopped on the back of the chair.
Her eyes dropped immediately to my stomach.
Then she started crying.
Not delicate tears.
Not guilt performed for sympathy.
She covered her mouth and sobbed so suddenly that the hostess looked over.
I didn't comfort her.
"Sit down."
She did.
Nora took the chair beside me.
Madison wiped her face.
"He said you knew."
There it was.
I felt nothing at first.
Then everything.
"Tell me exactly what Harrison told you."
Madison looked at my belly again.
"After my hysterectomy, I thought I'd never have a child. I had twelve eggs frozen before surgery. Last year Harrison told me you two had decided to help me. He said you'd had such a difficult infertility journey that you wanted to help someone else once you were stable."
I laughed bitterly.
"Stable."
"He showed me a contract."
"With my signature?"
"Yes."
"Did you ever speak to me?"
Madison's face crumpled.
"I asked to. He said you didn't want contact with intended parents during pregnancy because it would be emotionally complicated."
Intended parents.
The phrase landed like a stone.
"Who fertilized your egg?"
Madison hesitated.
"Harrison."
Nora made a sound beside me.
I already knew from the documents, but hearing Madison say it was different.
"Were you sleeping with him?"
"No."
Her answer was immediate.
I watched her.
"Then why his sperm?"
Madison closed her eyes.
"He said you agreed. He told me you and he were using the arrangement to help people you cared about while also giving him biological children. He said your own embryos had failed and you had decided genetics didn't matter to you."
A strange laugh escaped me.
Genetics don't matter.
He had used one of my deepest private griefs as a sales pitch.
Madison reached into her bag.
"I brought everything."
She placed a folder on the table.
Inside were emails from Harrison.
One subject line read: Chloe wants this as much as we do.
Another: She asked that we protect her emotionally by keeping distance until after birth.
A third made my vision blur.
She calls him your little miracle already.
Him.
Baby B.
The boy who kicked under my right ribs every night.
Madison had been receiving updates about him.
My updates.
My scans.
My blood tests.
My body.
Without my knowledge.
"Where did you get these ultrasounds?"
"Harrison sent them."
"Did they have my name on them?"
"The first one did. The rest were cropped."
Of course.
Madison's hands shook.
"Chloe, I swear to God, I thought you consented."
I wanted not to believe her.
Then she did something I didn't expect.
She pushed the folder across the table.
"Use all of it."
"What?"
"Emails, contracts, bank transfers, everything. I will give a statement. I will testify."
She swallowed.
"And I will not try to take that baby from you while this is being investigated."
My throat tightened.
"He's genetically yours."
Tears filled her eyes again.
"And you've been keeping him alive for six months without knowing the truth. I don't know what the law will decide. I don't even know what I want anymore. But I know what Harrison did to you was wrong."
For the first time, I saw Madison not as one of the three women in Harrison's plan but as another person he'd arranged on a chessboard.
He had told each of us only the lie necessary to make us move.
Naomi joined the table.
"Madison, would you be willing to speak with me formally?"
"Yes."
"Without contacting Harrison first?"
Madison's jaw tightened.
"Especially without contacting Harrison first."
That afternoon gave us our first ally.
By evening, we had the second.
Audrey Callahan's mother was named Celeste.
She lived in Boston and answered Naomi's call herself.
When Naomi explained why we were calling, there was a long silence.
Then a woman's voice said, "That embryo was not supposed to be used."
I sat up in bed.
Naomi put the phone on speaker.
"Mrs. Callahan, can you explain?"
"After Audrey died, we learned she and Harrison had created two embryos before her accident. Audrey had endometriosis. They were planning ahead. But after the funeral, Harrison and our family disagreed over disposition. We never signed authorization for implantation."
I closed my eyes.
Another stolen consent.
"Did Harrison tell you the embryo had been transferred?" Naomi asked.
"Three months ago."
Celeste's voice cracked.
"He said a gestational carrier had agreed to carry Audrey's child. He said the woman wanted privacy."
I stared at the ceiling.
Always privacy.
Always my supposed choice.
"Mrs. Callahan," I said.
Silence.
"This is Chloe Mercer."
Celeste inhaled sharply.
"Oh, honey."
I almost broke at the gentleness in those two words.
"Did you believe I agreed?"
"I didn't know it was you. Harrison said the carrier was an experienced surrogate from Connecticut."
"I've never been a surrogate."
"I know that now."
Her voice trembled.
"And for whatever this is worth, I am so sorry."
"What did you plan to do after the baby was born?"
"We didn't have a plan. Harrison kept pushing us to sign guardianship papers. We refused. My husband said something felt wrong."
Celeste paused.
"Two weeks ago, Harrison told us if we didn't cooperate, the baby would go into a trust-controlled guardianship until we did. I thought he was bluffing."
Naomi wrote furiously.
"Do you still have those communications?"
"Every one."
"Please preserve them."
"I will."
Then Celeste said something that changed the shape of the room.
"There is something else."
I looked at Naomi.
"What?"
"Audrey left a letter."
Nora leaned forward.
"A letter to Harrison?"
"No. To me."
Celeste's voice dropped.
"She wrote it three days before she died. She said if anything ever happened to her, she did not want Harrison using the embryos without her written permission because she was reconsidering the marriage."
The room went completely still.
"Why?" I whispered.
"She had discovered something about him."
My skin prickled.
"What?"
"She didn't say in the letter. Only that he had a habit of treating people like assets."
I closed my eyes.
Nine years ago, Audrey had seen what I had spent eight years refusing to see.
Celeste promised to send Naomi a copy.
After the call ended, I sat in silence.
Nora looked pale.
"If Audrey was leaving him..."
"Then he didn't preserve her embryo out of love," I said.
Naomi closed her laptop.
"We still need Harper."
Harper saved us the trouble.
She came to my house the next morning.
No appointment.
No warning.
She drove a white convertible Mercedes through the front gates and walked into my living room wearing a camel coat and sunglasses despite the rain.
Elena tried to stop her.
"Mrs. Mercer is resting."
"She'll want to see me."
I heard her from the top of the stairs.
I should have stayed upstairs.
Instead, I descended slowly, one hand on the rail.
Harper looked exactly like the photographs I'd seen online: glossy dark hair, sculpted cheekbones, expensive simplicity.
Her gaze landed on my stomach.
Something possessive flickered across her face.
"So," she said. "You know."
No tears.
No apology.
I stopped three steps above the floor.
"Did Harrison send you?"
"Harrison doesn't know I'm here."
"Then why are you?"
She removed her sunglasses.
"Because I don't want you doing something stupid."
I laughed.
"Like trusting my husband?"
Her mouth tightened.
"My daughter is inside you."
The house seemed to contract around us.
"Your daughter."
"Biologically, yes."
"And you knew I didn't consent?"
She looked away for half a second.
That was enough.
"You knew."
"Harrison said you would never agree if he asked directly."
"So that made it acceptable?"
"No."
But she didn't sound sorry.
"He said you wanted a baby so badly that once you were pregnant, it wouldn't matter how it happened."
I stared at her.
There are sentences so cruel they stop hurting immediately because the mind refuses to process them.
That was one.
"Get out."
Harper stepped closer.
"Chloe, don't make this harder than it has to be. When the babies are born, you'll recover. Harrison will take care of you financially. You can try IVF again later."
I nearly couldn't breathe.
"Again?"
"Yes."
"With what embryos?"
She blinked.
"What?"
I watched her face.
She knew something.
"Harper. What happened to my embryos?"
She said nothing.
I moved down one step.
"What happened to my embryos?"
Her confidence faltered.
"Ask Harrison."
"I'm asking you."
"I don't know details."
"But you know something."
She reached for her sunglasses.
"I shouldn't have come."
I caught her wrist.
Not hard.
Just enough to stop her.
"Tell me."
Harper looked at my hand, then at my face.
"He didn't destroy them."
My heart stopped.
"What?"
"That's all I know."
"He told me none survived."
"They survived."
The room tilted.
"Where are they?"
Harper pulled free.
"I don't know."
"You're lying."
"Maybe."
She put on her sunglasses.
"But if I were you, I'd stop thinking these three babies are the only secret Harrison has kept in a freezer."
She walked out.
For several seconds, I couldn't move.
Then Baby B kicked hard beneath my ribs.
I put both hands over my stomach.
Somewhere, according to the woman carrying on an affair with my husband, the embryos I had mourned might still exist.
May you like
And suddenly Harrison's plan made even less sense.
Unless my failed IVF had never failed at all.