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Chapter 3 - The Father Who Forgot He Had a Daughter

Brooke left my parents' house shortly after nine.

Before she went, Rebecca had spoken with her briefly on my phone and asked whether she would preserve the original emails, messages, and documents.

Brooke agreed.

She also agreed to communicate through the attorneys rather than make more surprise visits.

When the front door closed, Jenna turned toward me.

"I know this is a terrible time to say it, but your husband is an absolute monster."

My father sighed.

"Jenna."

"What? Am I supposed to call him misunderstood?"

I sat at the kitchen table, staring at the forged business agreement.

"I don't know who he is anymore."

Mom sat beside me.

"Do you remember when you first brought Liam here?"

I nodded.

Of course I remembered.

It had been a warm June evening three years earlier.

He had brought flowers for my mother and a bottle of bourbon for my father.

He'd helped Jenna carry groceries from the car.

He'd listened when Dad talked about his garden.

After dinner, he'd held my hand beneath the table and whispered that he wanted to marry me someday.

I had believed him.

That was the memory that hurt.

Not because it had necessarily been false.

But because I couldn't understand how the man from that evening had become the man who threatened me in our dining room.

"What happened to him?" I whispered.

My mother shook her head.

"I don't know, sweetheart."

Then she said something important.

"But understanding why someone hurts you isn't a requirement for leaving."

I went upstairs.

Hailey was awake.

She lay in her crib, staring at the ceiling with the serious expression that always made me laugh.

I picked her up.

"Well, baby girl," I whispered, "we've had a very interesting day."

Her little mouth opened.

For one ridiculous second, I imagined she was about to give me advice.

Instead, she sneezed.

I laughed.

And then I cried.

Motherhood had taught me how quickly opposite emotions could live inside one person.

I could be heartbroken and grateful.

Terrified and determined.

Furious with Liam and still strangely sad about losing the future we'd planned.

I fed Hailey and sat in the rocking chair until she fell asleep.

At midnight, another message arrived from Liam.

Liam: Brooke told me she went to see you. Whatever she said, don't believe it.

I stared at the screen.

Then another appeared.

Liam: She's upset because I ended things with her.

A third followed.

Liam: I want my family back. We need to stop this before it gets worse.

Six days earlier, those words might have saved our marriage.

I might have convinced myself that he'd made a mistake.

I might have cried, forgiven him, and spent the next year wondering whether every late meeting was another lie.

But I had seen the forged documents.

I had seen the money transfers.

And I had heard him say he hated me.

I sent one response.

Me: Please have your attorney contact Rebecca. We need to arrange Hailey's parenting schedule and address the financial documents.

He called immediately.

I let it ring.

He called again.

Then he sent a photograph.

It was our wedding picture.

Liam in his navy suit.

Me in my white dress.

Both of us smiling beneath an arch of flowers.

Underneath, he wrote:

Liam: Remember us?

I stared at the photograph for a long time.

Then I put the phone face down.

I remembered us.

That was the problem.

The next morning, I contacted my manager at St. Catherine's Medical Center.

Her name was Natalie Price.

She had three children, a practical sense of humor, and an impressive ability to detect when someone was pretending everything was fine.

"Sarah? How are you and that beautiful baby?"

"Hailey's doing well."

"Wonderful. Is everything okay?"

I hesitated.

Then I told her that Liam and I were separating.

Natalie listened quietly.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"Thank you."

"Are you calling about your leave?"

"Yes. I need to understand my options."

We discussed my return date, available vacation time, and whether I could transition back gradually.

I had always planned to return to work.

I loved my job.

But the idea of placing Hailey in daycare while our family was falling apart made my stomach tighten.

Natalie surprised me.

"There's a senior analyst position opening next month."

I sat straighter.

"The revenue integrity position?"

"That's the one."

I'd wanted that job for almost a year.

It came with a higher salary and more flexible hours.

Before Hailey was born, I'd decided not to apply because Liam had said my career was becoming an inconvenience.

He'd reminded me that someone needed to prioritize our family.

Apparently, he hadn't meant himself.

"Do you think I should apply?" I asked.

"I think you should stop asking whether you're allowed to pursue something you've earned."

I smiled for the first time that morning.

"I'll update my résumé."

After we hung up, I opened my laptop.

For almost an hour, I worked on my application while Hailey slept beside me.

It felt strange.

A week earlier, my entire future had depended on what Liam wanted.

Now I was making decisions without considering whether they would irritate him.

I didn't know where those decisions would take me.

But they belonged to me.

At noon, Rebecca called with an update.

Liam had retained an attorney.

His lawyer had requested a temporary parenting schedule and proposed that Liam spend several afternoons each week with Hailey.

Rebecca and I discussed feeding, Hailey's age, and the practical details.

I wasn't going to use my daughter as punishment.

Whatever Liam had done to me, Hailey deserved a safe and loving relationship with both parents.

But I also wasn't going to pretend he knew her routine.

He had never prepared a bottle independently.

He didn't know which brand of diapers irritated her skin.

He couldn't remember the name of her pediatrician.

When I mentioned those concerns, Rebecca listened.

"Then we document her routine and propose a schedule that meets her needs. He can learn. His behavior as a husband and his ability to parent aren't automatically the same legal question."

I appreciated her honesty, even when it was difficult to hear.

By Thursday, we'd agreed through our attorneys that Liam would visit Hailey for two hours at my parents' house while we worked toward a more permanent arrangement.

My father went out to run errands.

Mom stayed in the kitchen.

I waited in the living room with Hailey.

Liam arrived twelve minutes late.

He wore the gray sweater I'd bought him for Christmas.

His hair was neatly styled, and he smelled of the expensive cologne he'd started wearing before his mysterious late meetings.

When he saw me, his face softened.

"Sarah."

I didn't move.

"Hailey's awake. I just fed her."

He looked toward the baby in my arms.

"Can I hold her?"

"Of course."

I handed her to him carefully.

He shifted her awkwardly against his chest.

Hailey stared up at him.

For several seconds, he said nothing.

Then he smiled.

"Hey, princess. Daddy missed you."

Something twisted inside me.

I wanted to believe him.

I wanted to believe that despite everything, he loved our daughter.

Perhaps he did.

But love without attention had begun to feel like another empty promise.

He sat on the couch.

Hailey started fussing.

Liam bounced her gently.

"What's wrong with her?"

"She's probably getting sleepy."

He glanced at me.

"Can you take her?"

I looked at the clock.

He'd been holding her for less than four minutes.

"Try walking with her for a little while. She likes being held against your shoulder."

He frowned.

"Sarah, don't start."

I inhaled slowly.

"I'm helping you understand what comforts her."

He looked irritated, but he stood.

After a few minutes of pacing, Hailey settled.

He glanced down at her.

A small, surprised smile appeared on his face.

"She likes that."

"Yes," I said quietly. "She does."

For the next hour, he held her, changed her diaper with some guidance, and listened while I explained her feeding schedule.

I watched him carefully.

There were moments when he seemed genuinely interested.

There were also moments when his eyes drifted toward his phone.

Then, forty minutes before the visit was scheduled to end, his phone buzzed.

He glanced at the screen.

His expression changed.

"I need to take this."

He started toward the hallway.

I said nothing.

He stepped onto the porch.

Through the window, I watched him pace.

The call lasted eleven minutes.

When he came back, he looked distracted.

"Something came up at work."

I stared at him.

"You're leaving?"

"I have to."

"You asked for two hours with your daughter."

"I know, Sarah."

"You've been here barely an hour."

"Don't make this into something."

I looked at Hailey sleeping in his arms.

For a moment, I wanted to scream.

Instead, I said, "All right. Please let Rebecca know if you need to adjust future visits."

He handed Hailey back.

Then he looked at me.

"I thought we might have some time to talk alone."

I shook my head.

"Not today."

His jaw tightened.

"You're really going through with the divorce?"

"Yes."

"Even after everything we built?"

I looked around my parents' living room.

"You're talking about a marriage you were planning to end behind my back."

He lowered his voice.

"I never meant for you to find out like that."

I felt a bitter laugh rise in my throat.

"That's the part you're sorry about?"

He said nothing.

Then he reached for my hand.

I stepped away.

His expression hardened.

"Brooke told you things she doesn't understand."

"Then explain them to your attorney."

"You think she's innocent? She's trying to protect herself."

"That may be true. It doesn't change the documents."

He stared at me for several seconds.

Then he walked to the door.

Before leaving, he turned back.

"You know, Sarah, being a single mother isn't going to be as easy as you think."

I held our daughter closer.

"I've been doing most of the work alone already."

His face darkened.

"You always have to make me the villain."

"No, Liam. I just stopped making you the hero."

He left without another word.

That evening, Hailey seemed unusually restless.

She refused part of her bottle.

Her cheeks felt warm.

At eight fifteen, I checked her temperature.

100.6 degrees Fahrenheit.

I checked it again.

The same reading.

My chest tightened.

Hailey was only seven weeks old.

I knew that a fever of 100.4 or higher in a baby under three months required prompt medical evaluation.

I called her pediatrician's after-hours line.

The nurse instructed me to take her to the emergency department immediately.

Mom grabbed her coat.

Dad started the car.

As I buckled Hailey into her seat, I called Liam.

No answer.

I called again.

Nothing.

I sent a message.

Me: Hailey has a fever. We're taking her to the emergency department now. Please call me.

At the hospital, nurses moved quickly.

Hailey cried when they checked her temperature.

I held her little hand and tried to remain calm while the physician explained the tests they needed to perform.

My mother sat beside me.

My father waited outside.

Every few minutes, I checked my phone.

Still nothing.

At eleven thirty, Liam finally replied.

Liam: Is she okay?

I typed as quickly as I could.

Me: We're still in the hospital. They're doing tests because she's so young. Please call.

Five minutes passed.

Then ten.

No call.

At midnight, he wrote:

Liam: I'm dealing with something important. Keep me updated.

I stared at the message.

Something important.

Our daughter was in a hospital bed.

She was frightened.

I was frightened.

And her father was too busy to call.

At one twenty in the morning, the doctor returned.

The initial results were reassuring, but the team wanted to monitor Hailey and complete the evaluation.

I finally breathed again.

I held her against my chest while a nurse adjusted her blanket.

Then my phone buzzed.

It was Rachel.

Liam's sister.

Rachel: Sarah, I need to tell you something. I just saw Liam at the Harborview Hotel.

I frowned.

Me: What?

Three dots appeared.

Then another message arrived.

Rachel: He wasn't alone.

I looked down at Hailey.

Her tiny fingers were wrapped around mine.

Then Rachel sent a photograph.

It showed Liam standing outside the hotel entrance.

Beside him was Brooke Palmer.

But it wasn't their presence together that made my stomach drop.

It was what Liam was holding.

A small white gift bag with pink tissue paper.

May you like

The exact kind he'd carried into my hospital room seven weeks earlier.

And in Brooke's hand was a framed photograph of my newborn daughter.

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