Chapter 1 - The Man Everyone Feared

The first thing I noticed was that nobody was looking at me.
That should have been a relief.
Instead, it terrified me more.
Every face in the ballroom had turned toward the wide staircase at the far end of the room, where a man in a dark suit had just stepped into view.
The man from the elevator.
My dream man.
My stomach dropped so hard I almost lost my balance.
He stood beneath the crystal chandelier with one hand resting lightly on the brass railing. The room seemed to rearrange itself around him. Men twice his age straightened. Conversations died without anyone being told to stop. Even the waiters moved more carefully.
A silver-haired man near me murmured, "Mr. DeLuca."
Not loudly.
He did not need to.
The name traveled through the room anyway.
Dante DeLuca.
I knew that name.
Everyone in Chicago knew it.
The DeLuca family owned hotels, shipping companies, construction firms, restaurants, and enough real estate to make the skyline feel personal. They also had the kind of reputation people lowered their voices to discuss. Nobody said crime family unless they wanted trouble. They said old money. They said private interests. They said Italian business.
But when a city inspector disappeared after trying to close a DeLuca warehouse, nobody believed he had simply moved to Arizona.
Dante was the eldest son.
The one newspapers called a reclusive billionaire.
The one gossip sites called ruthless.
The one my bakery manager had once warned us never to make wait for anything.
And I had just whispered that I was a broke virgin and he was my dream man while standing less than two feet away from him.
I wanted the floor to open.
Dante descended the stairs.
One step.
Then another.
Each one brought him closer to the center of the ballroom.
I edged toward the exit.
Just keep moving, Nerissa.
Don't attract attention.
Don't trip.
Don't breathe too loudly.
A waiter crossed in front of me carrying champagne. I slipped behind him and reached the final table between me and the doors.
Then Dante stopped walking.
His gaze lifted.
Straight to me.
I froze.
No.
Please no.
For one impossible second, the ballroom held hundreds of people and yet I felt as if we were back inside that stalled elevator alone.
His expression did not change.
But his eyes did.
Recognition.
Amusement.
And something sharper beneath both.
He had heard me.
Of course he had heard me.
Dante turned his head toward the maître d'.
"The bakery girl," he said.
My heart stopped.
Every person near me turned.
The maître d' looked confused. "Sir?"
"Ask her to stay."
My fingers tightened around the empty tray.
Stay?
Absolutely not.
The maître d' approached me with a suddenly different expression. Ten minutes ago, I had been invisible. Now he looked at me as if I might be carrying a bomb.
"Mr. DeLuca would like a word."
"I have to get back to work."
"I don't believe that was a request."
The sentence made my skin prickle.
I looked at Dante.
He was speaking to an older man now, calm as ever, but I knew he was aware of me.
I also knew Sasha was waiting at home in our tiny apartment with a broken heater, probably wearing two sweaters and pretending she wasn't hungry.
I could not afford to lose my job.
I could not afford to offend Dante DeLuca.
So I forced my feet toward him.
The closer I got, the more expensive everyone looked.
Silk dresses. Diamond earrings. Watches worth more than the bakery. I became painfully aware of the flour on my shoes.
Dante dismissed the men around him with a glance.
Then it was just the two of us standing beside a table filled with white roses.
He looked down at the tray in my hands.
"You delivered the pastries."
"Yes."
"Thirty dollars' worth."
I blinked. "You know how much they cost?"
"I know what enters my suite."
Of course he did.
"Were they acceptable?"
His mouth moved slightly.
Not quite a smile.
"I haven't tried them yet."
"Then I should probably leave before you do. In case they're terrible."
The words escaped before I could stop them.
His eyes warmed with unmistakable amusement.
That somehow made him more dangerous.
"You talk when you're nervous."
"Apparently I also confess my entire romantic history in elevators."
I wanted to die the second I said it.
Dante finally smiled.
It was small.
Controlled.
Devastating.
"I heard that too."
Heat rushed from my throat to my face.
"I was exhausted."
"So you don't think I'm handsome?"
"I didn't say that."
His eyebrow lifted.
The scar above it made the expression almost unfair.
"I mean—" I swallowed. "I don't usually say things like that to strangers."
"You didn't say it to me. You said it about me."
"That does not make this better."
"No," he agreed. "But it makes it honest."
A man approached from behind him.
He was broad-shouldered, about forty, with close-cropped dark hair and a watchful expression.
"Dante. We need you at the table."
Then his eyes settled on me.
Not curious.
Assessing.
Dante did not introduce us.
Instead, he said, "Nerissa, this is my cousin Marco. Marco, she delivered dessert."
My blood turned cold.
I had never told Dante my name.
I looked down automatically.
My bakery name tag was gone.
I remembered taking it off in the car because the pin kept scratching my neck.
Dante saw the realization on my face.
"How do you know my name?" I whispered.
Marco's attention sharpened.
Dante reached into the inside pocket of his jacket.
He removed a small folded piece of paper.
My receipt.
The delivery receipt had my first name printed at the bottom.
NERISSA VANE.
I let out the breath I had been holding.
"Right."
Marco looked almost disappointed.
Dante handed me the paper.
"You scare easily."
"I'm standing in a room where half the men look like they know how to make a body disappear."
Marco choked on what might have been a laugh.
Dante's expression went still again.
"Only half?"
I stared at him.
Then I realized he was joking.
Or I hoped he was.
Before I could answer, a glass shattered across the ballroom.
A woman near the head table gasped.
Every DeLuca man moved at once.
Dante's hand closed around my wrist—not hard, but immediate—and pulled me behind him.
Two security men stepped between us and the crowd.
"What happened?" Dante asked.
Marco pressed two fingers to the earpiece hidden beneath his collar.
"Nothing. Waiter dropped a tray."
The tension eased by degrees.
Dante released me.
"Sorry."
That surprised me more than the grab.
Men like him did not look like they apologized to bakery workers.
"It's fine."
His gaze shifted to my sleeve.
Something had fallen from the pocket of my coat when he pulled me.
A small black notebook lay on the carpet.
My mother's notebook.
I carried one with me sometimes because I liked seeing her handwriting when I was having a bad day.
I bent to pick it up.
Dante got there first.
His hand stopped inches above it.
He stared at the cover.
There was nothing remarkable about it except a faded gold mark embossed in the lower corner.
A circle crossed by three diagonal lines.
I had seen the symbol my whole childhood.
I had never known what it meant.
Dante went completely still.
Marco swore under his breath.
The air around us changed.
My embarrassment vanished.
"Give that back," I said.
Dante picked up the notebook.
He did not open it.
He looked at me.
"Where did you get this?"
"It was my mother's."
"Her name."
I hesitated.
"Why?"
"Her name, Nerissa."
Something in his voice told me this was no longer casual.
"Elena Vane."
Marco's face lost color.
Dante's fingers tightened around the notebook.
"That's impossible."
"No, it isn't. She was my mother."
"Elena Vane died twelve years ago."
My throat tightened.
"I know."
Dante looked at Marco.
The two men exchanged something silent.
I hated it immediately.
"What?"
Neither answered.
I stepped closer.
"What do you know about my mother?"
Dante's gaze returned to me.
For the first time all night, the terrifying calm cracked.
There was shock there.
And anger.
Not at me.
At something far older.
"Your mother didn't die in the accident you were told about."
The ballroom seemed to tilt.
I gripped the edge of the table.
"What?"
"Dante," Marco warned.
"She deserves to know."
"Not here."
I stared at them.
"Know what?"
Dante handed me the notebook.
His voice dropped low enough that only I could hear.
"That symbol belonged to my father. Only four people outside the DeLuca family were ever authorized to use it. Elena Vane was one of them."
My pulse pounded in my ears.
"My mother worked at a laundromat."
"No," Dante said. "She worked for us."
I laughed once because the alternative was screaming.
"You're wrong."
"I wish I were."
My mind filled with old memories.
Mom coming home late.
Mom hiding papers beneath loose floorboards.
Mom telling me never to open the black notebooks.
Mom dying after her car supposedly slid off an icy road.
I had been sixteen.
Sasha had been eight.
No father. No savings. No answers.
Just debt.
"What did she do for you?" I asked.
Dante's jaw tightened.
"She kept records. Records powerful men would kill to possess."
I looked down at the notebook in my hands.
Suddenly it felt heavier than stone.
"You think this is one of those records?"
"I don't know."
"Then open it."
"Not here."
Again.
Always not here.
I looked around the ballroom at men in dark suits and women pretending not to watch us.
"I'm leaving."
Dante stepped into my path.
"You shouldn't go home."
Cold spread through me.
"Excuse me?"
"If anyone else recognizes that notebook—"
"Nobody knows I have it."
His eyes flicked toward the room.
"Three men saw it fall."
I turned.
Across the ballroom, an older man with silver at his temples was staring directly at me.
He wore a dark green tie and a gold pin shaped like a lion.
When our eyes met, he lifted his champagne glass.
Almost a toast.
Marco cursed quietly.
"Victor Bellini."
The name meant nothing to me.
Dante's reaction told me it should.
"Who is he?"
"The man who handled my father's finances the year your mother died."
My fingers went numb around the notebook.
Victor smiled.
Then he turned and walked toward a side door.
Dante spoke without taking his eyes off him.
"Marco, have a car brought around."
"For her?"
"For both of us."
I shook my head. "I'm not going anywhere with you."
Dante faced me.
"Your mother may have left evidence men have been searching for twelve years to destroy. Bellini just saw it in your hands. If you walk out of this hotel alone, you may not make it home."
My stomach twisted.
Sasha.
"My sister is home alone."
Dante was already reaching for his phone.
"Address."
"No."
"Nerissa."
"I don't give dangerous strangers my home address."
"Five minutes ago I was your dream man."
Under any other circumstances, I might have slapped him.
Instead, tears burned behind my eyes.
"Don't joke about that right now."
His face changed immediately.
"You're right. I'm sorry."
The apology again.
Quiet.
Sincere.
He put his phone away.
"You can call her yourself. Tell her to stay inside. Marco will send two women from our security team to the building. You don't have to give me the apartment number until you trust me enough to do it."
I stared at him.
"Why are you helping me?"
For the first time, Dante looked away.
Toward the black notebook.
"Because twelve years ago my father told me Elena Vane saved my life."
I stopped breathing.
"What?"
Dante looked back at me.
"And the night she died, he made me promise that if her daughters ever surfaced, I would protect them."
The ballroom faded around us.
My dream man had heard my humiliating confession.
He was one of the most dangerous men in Chicago.
And somehow, impossibly, he knew my dead mother's name.
But that still wasn't the worst part.
The worst part was the message that appeared on my phone thirty seconds later.
It came from Sasha.
NERISSA, SOMEONE IS KNOCKING ON THE DOOR.
Then another.
HE SAYS MOM SENT HIM.
May you like
My blood turned to ice.
Because our mother had been dead for twelve years.