Chapter 3 - The Man Across the Street

I watched the black SUV through the bookstore window.
For several seconds, I couldn't move.
Then June took my arm.
"Claire?"
"That's one of Vincent's cars."
She followed my gaze.
"Are you sure?"
I knew the vehicle.
A black Cadillac Escalade with a small dent above the rear wheel.
I had seen it outside our mansion hundreds of times.
It belonged to Vincent's private security fleet.
The driver stepped out when he noticed us watching.
Tall.
Broad shoulders.
Dark suit.
I recognized him immediately.
Anthony DeLuca.
Vincent's chief of security.
Anthony had worked for my husband for seven years.
He had attended Oliver's birthday parties and once spent an entire afternoon helping my son assemble a wooden train set.
He was also the man who could discover almost anything Vincent wanted to know.
I felt a wave of anger so sharp that it temporarily pushed aside my grief.
"Stay here," I told June.
"Claire, don't—"
"I'm not running from him."
I crossed the street.
Anthony immediately straightened.
"Mrs. Moretti."
"Why are you following me?"
His jaw tightened.
"Mr. Moretti asked me to make sure you were safe."
"Safe from what?"
He hesitated.
"He's concerned."
"Was he concerned when Oliver was in intensive care?"
Anthony looked down.
I stepped closer.
"Was he concerned when my son was begging for him?"
"Mrs. Moretti, I'm sorry about Oliver."
For the first time, his voice broke.
That stopped me.
Anthony had loved my little boy in his own quiet way.
Oliver called him Uncle Tony.
Sometimes Anthony brought him model cars.
At the funeral, he had stood beneath the rain without an umbrella, his face wet and his shoulders shaking.
I knew his grief was real.
But grief didn't give him permission to invade mine.
"Then honor him by doing one thing," I said.
"Anything."
"Tell Vincent to leave me alone."
Anthony nodded.
"I'll deliver the message."
"No. You tell him that if he sends another car after me, my attorney will address it."
He opened his mouth.
I raised my hand.
"And Anthony?"
"Yes, ma'am?"
"Don't call me Mrs. Moretti anymore."
His expression changed.
I turned and walked away.
By the time June and I returned to the house, the SUV was gone.
But the encounter left me shaking.
I called Miriam.
She listened without interrupting.
Then she asked me to document the vehicle, the time, and everything Anthony had said.
"Vincent may believe he's protecting you," she explained. "But you're entitled to establish boundaries. We'll send a formal notice directing him to communicate through counsel and stop having you followed."
"What if he refuses?"
"Then we'll address what he actually does. We won't let his wealth dictate the rules."
I sat at June's kitchen table, looking down at Oliver's photograph.
"He's going to want this baby."
"Probably."
"He'll think money fixes everything."
"Then we'll show him that parenthood isn't a business transaction."
I wanted to believe her.
But I knew Vincent.
He had never accepted losing something he believed belonged to him.
That evening, an email arrived from a private attorney in Chicago.
The subject line read:
Proposed Reconciliation and Family Protection Agreement.
I stared at it in disbelief.
Attached was a sixteen-page document.
It offered a private residence of my choosing, a personal household staff, twenty-four-hour security, and unrestricted access to a trust worth several million dollars.
In return, I was expected to resume living as Vincent's wife, keep our pregnancy private until he approved an announcement, and agree to family counseling with a professional selected by his office.
I read the final page twice.
Then I laughed.
Not because anything was funny.
Because my husband had somehow managed to turn the destruction of our marriage into another acquisition proposal.
I forwarded it to Miriam.
Her response arrived within minutes.
Do not sign anything. I'll handle this.
The following morning, I had my first prenatal appointment in Galena.
Dr. Tessa Morgan was a warm, practical physician who asked questions without making me feel interrogated.
She knew about Oliver.
June had helped me explain my medical history before the appointment.
When Dr. Morgan asked how I was sleeping, I told the truth.
"Badly."
"Are you eating?"
"Because people keep reminding me."
She nodded.
"Grief can affect every part of your health. I want us to take care of you as well as the pregnancy. We can connect you with a counselor experienced in pregnancy after loss."
I stared at the small ultrasound monitor.
My heart was pounding.
There was a tiny shape on the screen.
Almost impossible to believe.
And then Dr. Morgan pointed.
"There's the heartbeat."
A small flicker.
Quick.
Steady.
Alive.
I covered my mouth.
For a moment, I couldn't breathe.
Oliver had once looked like that.
Once upon a time, he had been a tiny heartbeat inside me.
I remembered the first ultrasound Vincent attended.
He had held my hand.
He had cried when he heard the heartbeat.
He had promised our child would never want for anything.
Now I understood that children needed things wealth couldn't buy.
Time.
Attention.
Safety.
Someone who answered when they called.
"Would you like a printed picture?" Dr. Morgan asked gently.
I nodded.
She handed it to me.
I stared at the image until tears blurred the edges.
"Hello, baby," I whispered.
June squeezed my hand.
I didn't make any promises that day.
I was afraid of promises.
Instead, I simply said, "I'm here."
And for the first time since Oliver died, those words felt like something I might be able to keep.
Over the next week, I began establishing a routine.
I woke early.
I walked through June's garden.
I ate breakfast even when I didn't want it.
I attended grief counseling.
And every afternoon, I spent an hour studying old photographs of the abandoned Harbor House building.
June found a folder containing its history.
Built in 1912, it had once been a settlement house where immigrant families attended language classes and children learned music.
Later, it became an arts center.
For decades, generations of children had painted murals, performed plays, and displayed their first drawings beneath its tall windows.
Financial problems closed it seven years earlier.
The roof needed repairs.
The heating system was outdated.
The rear staircase was unstable.
But the foundation appeared sound.
I found myself sketching possible renovations.
At first, I felt guilty.
How could I think about restoring a building when my son was dead?
Then my counselor, Dr. Evelyn Brooks, asked me a question.
"If Oliver could see you drawing again, what do you think he'd say?"
I stared at her.
Oliver loved watching me draw.
When he was four, he had told his teacher, "My mommy fixes houses that are sad."
One afternoon, he had painted a crooked yellow house with a blue roof and announced that he was going to buy it for me when he grew up.
I began crying.
Dr. Brooks waited.
Finally, I whispered, "He'd ask for his own set of pencils."
"Then perhaps drawing isn't leaving him behind."
I looked down at my hands.
"Maybe."
That afternoon, I called the local preservation commission and asked about Harbor House.
A municipal employee named Rebecca Sloan explained that the property belonged to a nonprofit trust seeking a qualified restoration partner.
They had received several proposals.
None had proceeded because of the cost.
"Do you have professional experience?" she asked.
"I used to."
"That still counts."
I hadn't heard anyone speak about my career that way in years.
Rebecca arranged for me to visit the building the following Monday.
June insisted on accompanying me.
So did a contractor named Elijah Porter, whom Rebecca recommended because he had already inspected several historic properties in town.
Elijah arrived in an old pickup truck wearing a dark green work jacket and carrying a battered toolbox.
He was thirty-seven, with close-cut brown hair, a faint scar across his chin, and the kind of calm expression that made him seem comfortable with silence.
"Claire Bennett?" he asked.
I hesitated at hearing my maiden name.
Then I nodded.
"Eli Porter."
He shook my hand.
"Rebecca says you're thinking about doing something with this old place."
"I'm thinking about whether it's possible."
He glanced at the building.
"Possible and expensive aren't the same thing."
I nearly smiled.
It was the first time in weeks someone had made me want to.
Inside, dust covered the wooden floors.
Peeling paint hung from the walls.
An old piano stood beneath a cracked window.
But sunlight poured through the high ceilings, illuminating faded murals of children holding hands beneath a painted rainbow.
I walked through the rooms slowly.
Everywhere I looked, I could imagine something beautiful.
A reading corner.
An art studio.
A small theater.
A classroom for children who couldn't afford private lessons.
Eli watched me study a damaged ceiling beam.
"That one worries you?"
"Yes."
"Me too."
I pointed toward the wall.
"The original molding is intact."
He nodded.
"Most people want to tear it out."
"Most people don't know what they're looking at."
He looked at me again.
This time, something like respect appeared in his eyes.
We spent two hours inspecting the property.
At one point, I entered a small room near the rear staircase.
There were faded stars painted across the ceiling.
A little bookshelf stood against the wall.
I stopped moving.
Oliver would have loved it.
He would have called it the dinosaur room.
My throat tightened.
Eli noticed.
"Need a minute?"
I nodded.
He stepped outside without asking questions.
I stood beneath the stars and imagined my son sitting on the floor, surrounded by crayons.
Then I whispered, "I wish you could see this, Ollie."
My voice echoed softly through the empty room.
When I came outside, Eli was waiting by his truck.
He handed me a bottle of water.
"No pressure," he said. "But if you decide to try, I think the building deserves another chance."
I looked back at Harbor House.
"So do I."
That evening, June found me at the kitchen table surrounded by sketches.
She studied them for a while.
Then she asked, "Are you going to do it?"
"I don't know if I can afford it."
"You have savings."
"Not enough to renovate the whole property."
"Then start with a plan."
I looked at the drawings.
For years, Vincent had handled our financial decisions because his investments were complicated and he insisted it was easier that way.
But before marriage, I had managed construction budgets, negotiated with suppliers, and earned professional recommendations on two restoration projects.
I hadn't lost those abilities.
I had simply stopped using them.
"I'm going to submit a proposal," I said.
June smiled.
"Good."
Then my phone vibrated.
An unknown number.
A message appeared.
Before you decide Vincent is the only villain in this marriage, perhaps you should see what really happened in San Francisco.
Attached was a photograph.
I opened it.
The timestamp showed 9:41 p.m.
The night Oliver died.
Vincent was standing in a dim hotel corridor.
Madison's arms were wrapped around his neck.
And my husband was kissing her.
For a long moment, I couldn't move.
I remembered Oliver's small body.
His oxygen mask.
His cold fingers.
The last time his heart monitor sounded.
At the very hour I was trying to understand how to live without our son, my husband had been holding another woman.
June saw my face.
"What is it?"
I turned the phone toward her.
She covered her mouth.
Another message arrived.
He didn't answer because he was busy. Ask him why he told me not to let you interrupt.
I stared at the photograph.
Then, slowly, something inside me changed.
Until that moment, part of me had believed Vincent's absence was a terrible failure of judgment.
Now I was staring at something much uglier.
May you like
A choice.
And this time, I wasn't going to let anyone explain it away.