Chapter 5 - I Returned to Chicago for the Man I Swore I Was Done Loving
I told myself I was returning because Richard Whitmore had killed my father.
That was partly true.
I told myself Vincent’s records might contain answers.
Also true.
I told myself Harbor House was safer if Richard believed I had left Oregon.
True again.
What I did not tell myself was the simplest reason.
Vincent had been shot.
And I could not stay three thousand miles away wondering whether the last words I ever said to him were, I won’t call.
Sophia and I flew to Chicago together.
Gabriel arranged the plane.
Vincent never knew I was coming.
He was still unconscious when we landed.
The city looked exactly the same from the air.
Cold.
Gray.
Beautiful in a way that made you forget how cruel it could be.
I hated how my chest tightened at the skyline.
Home.
Not home.
Both.
Gabriel met us privately.
He looked exhausted.
“Richard’s still missing.”
“How is Vincent?”
“Stable.”
“Where was he hit?”
“Upper chest.”
Sophia closed her eyes.
I asked, “Can I see him?”
Gabriel looked at me.
“You never need my permission.”
That sentence sounded like something Vincent had told him to say.
I ignored it.
The private hospital floor was heavily guarded.
Walking through those hallways felt like entering my old life through a side door.
Men I recognized stopped speaking when I passed.
Some looked ashamed.
Several had been in the room the night I left.
Marco Santini, one of Vincent’s oldest associates, approached.
His face changed when he saw me.
“Claire.”
I nodded.
“Marco.”
He looked down.
“I owe you an apology.”
I almost laughed.
“Apparently Chicago is having a season for those.”
His face reddened.
“That night…”
“You did nothing.”
“That’s why.”
I looked at him.
Marco swallowed.
“I should have stopped him.”
“No.”
“He was wrong.”
“Yes.”
“But he was my boss.”
“That excuse is exactly why men like Vincent become convinced nobody can tell them when they’re being cruel.”
Marco lowered his eyes.
“You’re right.”
I moved past him.
Vincent’s room was quiet.
Machines.
Soft lights.
Snow beyond the windows.
Then him.
He looked smaller in a hospital bed.
Vincent had always seemed built for rooms larger than everyone else.
Now tubes crossed his body.
Bandages covered his chest.
His face was pale.
I stopped at the door.
Seven months.
All that searching.
All that anger.
All that pride.
Gone beneath white hospital sheets.
Gabriel whispered behind me.
“He kept asking for you before surgery.”
My throat tightened.
“He was conscious?”
“For a few minutes.”
“What did he say?”
Gabriel hesitated.
“‘Don’t call Claire unless I die.’”
I turned.
“What?”
“He said if he survived, you shouldn’t be pressured to come back.”
Tears burned my eyes.
“And if he died?”
“He wanted us to tell you the truth about your father.”
I looked at Vincent.
“He should have done that years ago.”
“Yes.”
Gabriel left.
I sat beside the bed.
For a long time, I did nothing.
Then I touched Vincent’s hand.
Warm.
Alive.
“You idiot.”
No response.
“You absolute, arrogant idiot.”
My voice cracked.
“You searched half the country for me and then got yourself shot after I finally called.”
His fingers moved.
I froze.
Vincent’s eyes opened slowly.
Confusion.
Pain.
Then he saw me.
His face changed.
“Claire?”
His voice was barely audible.
“I’m here.”
He stared.
“You shouldn’t be.”
“Wonderful first sentence.”
His eyes closed.
“I told Gabriel…”
“I know.”
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why are you here?”
The answer was dangerous.
So I chose a safer one.
“Richard killed my father.”
Vincent opened his eyes.
“Yes.”
“And you have information.”
“Yes.”
“And I want it.”
He studied me.
Pain medication made his control weaker.
“Only that?”
I looked away.
Vincent’s fingers tightened faintly around mine.
“I’m glad you’re here.”
“Don’t.”
“I’m not asking for anything.”
“Good.”
“I just…”
His eyes closed.
For one second, I thought he fell asleep.
Then he whispered.
“I missed you every day.”
I swallowed.
“Sleep.”
He did.
The next morning, Vincent told me everything.
My father had worked with Antonio Moretti.
Not as a criminal operator.
As an accountant who discovered money being siphoned through shell corporations controlled by Richard Whitmore and two Moretti captains.
Antonio planned to expose them internally, then move significant parts of the organization into legitimate business.
Before he could, he was murdered.
Vincent inherited chaos.
My father kept copies of the original financial records.
Richard suspected him.
Years later, Thomas Bennett died.
Vincent investigated privately.
Eventually, he found evidence that a physician connected to Richard had altered one of my father’s heart medications.
Not enough for court.
Enough for Vincent.
“When did you know?” I asked.
“Two years after you moved in.”
I stood.
“You had three years to tell me.”
“I know.”
“Why didn’t you?”
“I thought knowing would put you in danger.”
“I was already in danger.”
“Yes.”
“Then you made the decision for me.”
“Yes.”
His willingness to admit everything made anger harder.
Not smaller.
Harder.
“Did you meet me accidentally?”
Vincent looked at me.
“The first night?”
“Yes.”
“I was at the hotel for a meeting.”
“You recognized my name.”
“Yes.”
“Did you help me because of my father?”
“At first.”
The truth hurt.
He continued.
“I asked Gabriel to check you.”
“Of course.”
“I learned about the debt. Your landlord. Your mother.”
I crossed my arms.
“And you decided to rescue the daughter of your father’s dead accountant.”
“No.”
“Vincent.”
“I decided to make sure Richard could not reach you.”
“That is the same thing.”
“At first, maybe.”
I laughed bitterly.
“There’s always an ‘at first’ with you.”
He looked down.
“What changed?”
His answer came quietly.
“You.”
I said nothing.
“The first month, you refused every card I gave you.”
“You were a stranger.”
“You yelled at my chef because he threw away leftovers.”
“He threw away enough food to feed twenty people.”
“You reorganized the library.”
“It made no sense.”
“It was arranged by first edition value.”
“That is not a useful system.”
Vincent almost smiled.
Then the expression disappeared.
“You stopped being Thomas Bennett’s daughter in my head very quickly.”
My chest tightened.
“You became Claire.”
I looked away.
“Do you know what was worst about that night?”
He did not ask which night.
“Yes.”
I turned.
“What?”
“That I knew exactly where to hurt you.”
Silence.
Vincent continued.
“You had spent years wondering whether you mattered to me.”
My throat tightened.
“And I answered your deepest fear in front of the one person who made that fear believable.”
I stared at him.
“I said you were temporary.”
His voice roughened.
“I knew it was a lie while I was saying it.”
“Then why?”
He closed his eyes briefly.
“Because Sophia arrived with Richard’s people. She claimed Richard would reopen negotiations over casinos and dock access if she and I reunited.”
“That sounds like business.”
“It was.”
“So you sacrificed me for leverage.”
“No.”
“Then what?”
He struggled.
The answer seemed worse.
“I panicked.”
I almost laughed.
“You?”
“Yes.”
“Vincent Moretti panicked because his ex-girlfriend walked into the house?”
“No.”
His eyes met mine.
“Because she asked what you were to me.”
I stopped.
“I had never defined us.”
“No.”
“I had kept you in my home, in my bed, in my life, while pretending the absence of a label meant I could never lose you.”
His voice lowered.
“When Sophia asked, I realized answering honestly would change everything.”
“So you lied.”
“Yes.”
“You chose cowardice.”
“Yes.”
That word landed.
Vincent Moretti called himself a coward.
I sat down.
He continued.
“I thought I had time.”
“For what?”
“To fix it after.”
My eyes filled.
“That is unbelievably arrogant.”
“I know.”
“You thought you could humiliate me, finish your meeting, then come upstairs and what?”
“Apologize.”
“Give me jewelry?”
His face twisted.
“Probably.”
“Exactly.”
I wiped my face.
“You thought because I had always stayed, I would keep staying.”
“Yes.”
The admission broke something open.
Because that was it.
Not Sophia.
Not the dress.
Not even the cruelty.
Certainty.
Vincent had believed my love removed my ability to leave.
“You never thought I had a limit.”
“No.”
“I did.”
“I know now.”
We sat silently.
Then Vincent reached toward the side table.
He picked up a small envelope.
“What is that?”
“Something I meant to send you if I found you.”
“Another check?”
“No.”
He handed it to me.
Inside was a deed.
The Chicago mansion.
Transferred into my name.
I stared.
“No.”
“I signed it four months ago.”
“Why?”
“Because you said you had lived in someone else’s house.”
I looked up.
“It doesn’t fix anything.”
“I know.”
“Then take it back.”
“I don’t want it.”
“Neither do I.”
His mouth almost smiled.
“That creates a problem.”
“Sell it.”
“And the money?”
“Donate it.”
“To what?”
I thought of Harbor House.
“Women who need somewhere safe.”
Vincent nodded.
“Done.”
No argument.
No condition.
Something inside me shifted.
Not forgiveness.
But movement.
Vincent remained hospitalized for eleven days.
I stayed in Chicago.
Not with him.
At a small hotel under my own name.
Sophia returned to her family estate but refused contact with Richard.
Then the first body appeared.
A former physician connected to my father’s death was found murdered.
Two days later, another accountant disappeared.
Richard was erasing evidence.
Vincent insisted I leave Chicago.
I laughed.
“You searched seven months to find me so you could order me away again?”
His jaw tightened.
“I am asking.”
“Better.”
“Claire.”
“I am not leaving until I know what happened to my father.”
Richard knew that too.
On Vincent’s first night out of the hospital, a package arrived at my hotel.
Inside was my father’s old wristwatch.
I screamed.
The watch had disappeared after his death.
Beneath it was a note.
YOUR FATHER KEPT SOMETHING THAT BELONGS TO ME.
RETURN IT OR FINISH WHAT HE STARTED.
I called Vincent.
He arrived twelve minutes later.
He looked at the watch.
His face became dangerous.
“He went through your father’s belongings.”
“What is he looking for?”
Vincent looked at me.
“The original ledger.”
“I don’t have it.”
“Think.”
“I was twenty-three when Dad died.”
“Did he leave anything unusual?”
“No.”
“Storage?”
“No.”
“Safe-deposit box?”
I stopped.
Vincent saw it.
“What?”
My father had left me one thing I never understood.
A key.
Small.
Brass.
No label.
I had kept it inside my mother’s jewelry box.
The same jewelry box currently sitting inside a storage facility outside Chicago.
Vincent and I looked at each other.
“Where?” he asked.
I told him.
For the first time, we were no longer searching for each other.
May you like
We were searching together.
And whatever my father had hidden behind that key was about to expose the truth that had connected the Bennetts, the Morettis, and the Whitmores long before Vincent ever told me I meant nothing.
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