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Chapter 1 - The Little Girl Sat in His Dead Wife’s Chair and Asked the One Question Adrien Romano Could Never AnswerThe chair made the worst sound possible.

A long, wooden scrape across polished marble.

Every muscle in my back locked.

I was standing in the service doorway of the Romano dining room with a silver coffee pot in one hand, watching my three-year-old daughter drag a chair that had not been moved in three years away from the table.

Outside, the first snow of November drifted past the tall windows over East Seventy-Second Street.

The chandelier above the dining table had been dimmed to half strength, so the walnut looked almost black beneath it.

Adrien Romano’s dinner sat untouched at the head of the table—veal gone gray at the edges, pasta cooling beneath a thin skin of butter, one glass of Barolo catching the amber light.

The room smelled of red wine, beeswax, and rosemary.

Mia smelled like baby shampoo.

Her white nightgown dragged across her bare feet.

Her little gray rabbit was tucked beneath one arm, one soft ear nearly worn through from years of being held.

And she was climbing into Isabella Romano’s chair.

I nearly dropped the coffee.

“Mia.”

She looked at me.

Too late.

Adrien looked up.

If you lived in New York long enough, you learned his name whether you wanted to or not.

Romano.

Food distribution.

Trucking.

Parking.

Construction.

A dozen legitimate corporations.

Several businesses newspapers described more carefully.

Words like alleged did a lot of labor when reporters wrote about his family.

The men who knew more rarely used words at all.

Adrien was thirty-nine then.

Dark hair beginning to silver at the temples.

Black suit without a tie.

A pale exhaustion beneath his eyes I had noticed growing worse for months.

He had once been handsome in a cold, dangerous way.

That winter, he mostly looked tired.

I had worked in his house for two years and had probably spoken directly to him fewer than ten times.

“Yes, sir.”

“Thank you.”

“Rosa asked for you.”

“Leave it.”

That was the extent of our relationship.

Now my daughter was sitting in the chair his dead wife had used every morning.

And Adrien was staring at her as if she had committed some terrible crime.

Mia looked at him.

“Mr. Adrien?”

He sat very still.

“Yes?”

She hugged the rabbit.

“Can you be my daddy?”

The coffee pot almost slipped out of my hand.

“Mia!”

Adrien’s eyes moved from her to me.

I had never wanted the floor to open so badly in my life.

“I’m so sorry, sir.”

Mia frowned.

“You said my daddy is in heaven.”

My face burned.

“That’s not—”

Adrien raised one hand.

“It's fine.”

His voice wasn't angry.

That frightened me more.

He looked at Mia.

“Why do you need a daddy?”

She thought about it.

“Because everybody else has one.”

The answer was so simple that it hurt.

Adrien looked away.

For several seconds, only the snow moved outside.

Then he whispered,

“I don't know how.”

Mia tilted her head.

“You can practice.”

Something broke behind his eyes.

Not loudly.

Not visibly.

But I saw it.

I had seen grief like that before.

After my daughter's father died, I had experienced the same invisible fracture.

His name was Daniel.

Mia had never met him.

Daniel had died before she was born.

A construction accident.

At least, that was what the official report said.

I had never believed it.

I was twenty-four when I found out I was pregnant.

Twenty-five when Daniel was killed.

Twenty-six when I moved to New York with Mia and almost no money.

By twenty-eight, I was cleaning rooms in the Romano townhouse.

I had told myself it was temporary.

Two years later, I was still there.

I never told Adrien about Daniel.

I had no reason to.

Men like Adrien did not need the details of a maid's life.

But now my daughter had thrown a grenade into the center of his.

Mia climbed down from the chair.

She walked over to him.

Adrien did not move.

She placed one tiny hand on his knee.

“You can practice tonight.”

I expected him to send us away.

Instead, he asked,

“What do I practice?”

Mia thought carefully.

“Reading.”

Adrien looked genuinely confused.

“Reading?”

“You read me stories.”

I closed my eyes.

“Mia.”

Adrien looked at me.

I thought he might be angry.

He wasn't.

“What does she like?”

I swallowed.

“Animal books.”

He nodded.

“Then tomorrow I'll find some.”

My mouth opened.

“You don't have to—”

“I know.”

He looked at Mia.

“I want to.”

My daughter smiled.

“Okay, Daddy.”

I nearly fainted.

Adrien looked at me.

“She can call me Adrien.”

Mia shook her head.

“No.”

“Why?”

“Daddy.”

Adrien went silent.

Then, unexpectedly, he smiled.

Not the polite expression he used with staff.

A real smile.

Small.

Uncertain.

Almost boyish.

That was the first time I saw it.

That was also the first time I made the mistake of looking at him as a man instead of my employer.

It lasted less than a second.

Then the wall came back.

“Mia,” I said softly, “we should go.”

She grabbed the rabbit and turned toward the door.

Adrien spoke before we reached it.

“What's your name?”

I stopped.

He knew.

Of course he knew.

But hearing him ask felt different.

“Lena.”

He nodded.

“Lena Parker.”

“Yes, sir.”

He looked at Mia.

“And hers?”

“Mia.”

“Mia Parker.”

“Yes.”

He leaned back.

“You can come tomorrow.”

I stared.

“I work tomorrow.”

“You can bring her after your shift.”

I frowned.

“Sir?”

He looked toward the empty chair.

“Apparently I have homework.”

Mia laughed.

I did too.

And that was the beginning.

The next evening, Adrien had twelve new children's books delivered.

Mia ignored all twelve.

Instead, she walked into the library and climbed onto the sofa beside him.

“You sit wrong.”

Adrien looked down.

“What?”

“Daddy sits here.”

She patted the space beside her.

He moved.

Mia handed him a book.

“Read.”

Adrien stared at it.

He had negotiated billion-dollar contracts.

He had faced armed men without blinking.

He had made grown politicians nervous.

Yet holding a picture book made his hands look strangely uncertain.

He opened it.

“Once upon a time—”

“No.”

He looked up.

“What?”

“Funny voices.”

“I don't do funny voices.”

“You have to practice.”

I covered my mouth to hide a laugh.

Adrien gave me a look.

“You find this amusing?”

“A little.”

He sighed.

Then continued in a ridiculous deep voice.

“ONCE UPON A TIME…”

Mia erupted into laughter.

Adrien stopped.

He looked at her.

Then he laughed too.

The sound was so unfamiliar in that house that even I almost didn't recognize him.

Over the next weeks, it became normal.

Mia expected story time.

Adrien expected Mia.

And I began staying in the house longer than my shift required.

There were small things.

Adrien remembered that Mia hated carrots.

He knew she needed a night-light.

He learned how she pronounced elephant as “efelant.”

He attended a parent-teacher meeting.

He bought her a yellow raincoat.

He learned how to tie her shoes.

He was terrible at it.

Mia loved him anyway.

And I began noticing things I did not want to notice.

The way he softened when he looked at her.

The way he asked if I'd eaten.

The way he started waiting until my shift ended before leaving the house.

The way he sometimes stood outside the kitchen simply to hear Mia laugh.

It scared me.

I had spent two years making myself invisible.

Now someone powerful had started seeing me.

Then one night, he asked about Daniel.

We were alone in the kitchen.

Mia was asleep upstairs.

Adrien leaned against the counter.

“Her father.”

My body tightened.

“What about him?”

“Where is he?”

I looked down.

“He's dead.”

“I'm sorry.”

I waited.

Then he asked,

“What happened?”

“A construction accident.”

He studied me.

“Did you believe it was an accident?”

I looked at him.

“No.”

He nodded.

“I didn't either.”

My heart stopped.

“What?”

He reached into his pocket.

A photograph.

Daniel.

Standing outside a warehouse.

Behind him was a black vehicle.

And beside the vehicle stood a man I recognized.

Adrien's older brother.

Marco Romano.

I stared.

“Where did you get this?”

Adrien's expression changed.

“Because three years ago, Marco told me the man in that photograph disappeared.”

I couldn't breathe.

“That's Daniel.”

“Yes.”

“Why was he with Marco?”

“I don't know.”

“Did you?”

“No.”

“Then why—”

Adrien's phone rang.

He answered.

His face hardened.

“Tell me.”

A pause.

“Who?”

Another pause.

His eyes lifted toward me.

Then toward the hallway.

“Get everyone out.”

I froze.

“What happened?”

He lowered the phone.

“The house has been compromised.”

“How?”

“Someone entered the east wing.”

“Why?”

He looked at me.

Then at Mia's bedroom.

“They weren't looking for me.”

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My stomach dropped.

“They were looking for you.”

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